Sunday 17 November 2013

My Life Inspires Me Myself

I am dear to myself
I don’t know why, but
Still I am confused about myself,
Are those praises strong enough to pull me down?

Do I fell well with something else?
Something more close to me,
Creating a fear of what is going to happen,
When I am not there, where you are.

My Life Inspires Me.... Myself !!!
 


Thursday 12 September 2013

Love that you forgot !!





Love was once your passion
Love was once your time
Love was once your Blood
Love was once everything to you

Now!! what is it now to you??
Just a passing fantasy
Just another joke
Just another day dream of your

What is it now?
I need answers , not something to satisfy
My feeling, I need the truth
Truth that all the things that you did for me was a truth
And not a fantasy!!!!

Saturday 11 May 2013

Laugh.....



                                                       I have always seen you LAUGH...
                                            Which was like Hemlock, that just took me AWAY...
                                                       Somewhere to the other WORLD...
                                             Which is more beautiful than my THOUGHTS....
                                                      Just keep on LAUGHING like that .....
                                                      Just keep on LOVING like that......
                                                      Just keep on LIVING like that...
                                                      Just be what you ARE....ARE....ARE..

Wednesday 20 March 2013

The Crushing of History at Schools: - Should we react or Let it be as it IS?



This is an article not to hurt anyone’s feelings, but this is the actual thing happening in Indian Schools. Look at the above Picture taken by me from the book of a Student who studies History from me. As a tutor I had the responsibility to cover everything in this book. I started teaching him as usual, but I was shocked to see the cross marks in the books at certain paragraphs which were connected with a Religion. This is a Text Book Published by State Council for Educational Research and Training (SCERT), Government of Kerala. This is a 10th Standard text book for History and the Government itself has included these portions in the Text. But when I inquired about this from my Student I came to know the shocking news that his teacher was the one who told to cut those portions out. I could not understand why? The portion did not say anything wrong about anything and was factual, but still it was asked to be cut out by the teacher who teaches History at School. This is not how History is taken, No matter what and how the History was; every student has the right to know the actual history of the country and the world. No matter who it is connected with the religion, it’s still a History which cannot be changed or made as you like it. The government has every right to look into the matter, before students get educated with wrong and incomplete history. The so called makers of the society (TEACHERs) must be more conscious while taking chapters in History and other subjects as well.
                                                                                                 Making History as you like it may create problems in knowing the history of religion and world properly. So, it’s very important that the History should be taught as it is and the way it is without making any changes to it even if it goes against your religion and is a factual thing in the History. I am every sadly writing this as it has happened in one the Aided Schools, a school well reputed and managed. Please, Teachers! Don’t Crush the History or Delete it whenever you think it touches your religion.

Friday 15 February 2013

Courage





Sometimes you feel weak
Weakness you yourself don’t know
Your mind and body says ‘NO’
That’s because you feel you ‘can not’.

Thinking much makes you withdraw
From the bevoke of life
Can be said that you are afraid
Can be hard for you, but it’s true.

Getting out is not easy
Getting in is easier.. But don’t be afraid
Focus is everything
Never look back until you have achieved your Goal..

Think Before you Quit
Don’t worry, that is basic human nature
Sometimes you Feel Weak
Just Focus and Focus in your Life.

Friday 1 February 2013

Fear





My Dad never told me about the word Fear,
Neither was I knowing the meaning of Fear,
Still I was thinking ....was it my brother
Or, the reason for my failure.

I thought for days, and I still
Remember the day my mother told me” you should have fear”
I wondered why!!!!!
I wondered and wondered!!!

May be because ‘Fear’, sometimes made me Good..
I wondered how it could do that...
I have heard of stories of warriors who don’t have Fear...
But my Mother tells me to have Fear....
Why ...why ....why...

I can’t find an answer!!!
Is Fear my Brother or the Destroyer of my Creativity!!! 

Thursday 3 January 2013

MORNING......





THE SHINING CLOUDS YOUR BROTHER! COVERS YOU UP,
EVEN IN THE DARKNESS OF THE SHADOW YOU FEEL SAFE AND;
PEAR THROUGH YOUR BROTHER’S SIDE AND PLAY WITH THE PLANTS,
DON’T YOU FEEL TRIED?

EVERYDAY YOU WAKE ME UP, WITH A SMALL BEAM OF LIGHT
YOU TELL ME, I HAVE COME AND YOU MUST PLAY,
I REFRESHED WITH YOUR FRIEND BEAM, AND
START THINKING, OF THE DAY WHICH HAS NEVER PASSED AWAY....

Wednesday 2 January 2013

'FRIEND' IN 'SHIP'






WONDERED!TO SEE THE SADNESS THAT YOU POSSESSED WHEN,
I WAS SAD, AND BLAMING THE WORLD FOR EVERYTHING WRONG
YOU STOOD BY ME, YET I DOUBTED YOU!!MY FRIEND.

I WAS HAPPY EVERY TIME YOU MADE ME TO..
BUT NEVER CONSIDERED WHAT YOUR MOOD WAS…NEVER!!!DID I.
AND CARRIED ON WITH MY BUSINESS.

SEARCHED FOR YOU FOR HELP, AND HAD YOU WHENEVER I WANTED.
CREATED A WALL OF EXCUSES, WHENEVER YOU NEEDED ME.
 AND THOUGHT OF MYSELF…ONLY ME!!!

BUT NOW WHEN YOU ARE NO MORE AND I LIVE!
WITH EVERY BIT OF HAPPINESS BY YOU, I FELT TO DO SOMETHING..FOR YOU.
BUT WHERE ARE YOU NOW! MY DEAR FRIEND...

Tuesday 1 January 2013

NIGHT...



MANY A TIMES I HAVE WONDERED WHY YOU LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL,
IN THE WORLD OUTSIDE ME I KNOW YOU LAY WITH YOUR WIFE,
THE CLOUD!
I WONDERED HOW?

YOU WARE A DRESS MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN THE MUSIZ OF APOLLO,
ONE WHICH TWINKLES AND TWINKLES, LIKE ONE FIGHTING ANOTHER,
THE SPIRIT!
I WONDERED WHY?

YOU ARE TOLD TO CONSIST OF GHOSTS BY MY GRANDMOTHER,
AND YOU SPREAD YOUR WINGS LIKE AN EVERLASTING FEAR,
I WONDERED WHO?

YOU THINK LIKE A FOOLISH KING,
THINKING YOU ARE THE BEST AND EVERLASTING,
I WONDERED WHOM?

BUT WHEN THE BURNING BALL RAISES, YOU LOSE EVERYTHING,
THE SPECTRUM OF RAINBOW VIBGYOR TOUCHES YOU AND BECOMES TRUTH,
I CAN’T WONDER ANY MORE BECAUSE YOU ARE GONE!!!